Everything seems surfacially alright..

How am I to react when deep down inside I know everything's not?

back again..

There's gonna be a concert tomorrow and thursday at burswood dome!! and i'm working there!! so exciting!! hehehehe..

gonna be heaps of exciting and hyper ppl.. maybe i should even learn some of the songs so i can sing along..

"Captain Featherswords sailing on the ocean waves (whoa-ho-ho!)
The boats getting rocked but the Captains happy and brave (ho ho ho!)
And from every warf and pier
You can hear everybody cheer
Go Captain go! (Ahoy there!)
Go Captain go! (Ahoy there!)
Go captain Feathersword, Ahoy! (Ho ho ho!)"

the wiggles.. hah, how great is tat! =P

how long has it been since i blogged?

time to rethink about life..

那两道彩虹，还深印在脑海里..

我真的知道..

hello and alive..

to all of those who thought i disappeared.. i'm here to inform you that, sorry i'm still alive and well..

the past week made me realize how much i've taken for granted the fact tat i can eat.. having a mouthful of ulcers was not funny at all.. swollen gums.. rough eewwie white patches all around.. a tongue tat looks green no matter how u brush it.. toxicated.. meals of porridges, mashed vegetables.. having to say no to icecreams, fried dumplings and a lot of tempting food just because i can't chew or it stings! since when do i say no to food? but all is good, no pain no gain.. now tat i learn to appreciate my mouth a lot more..

joey even bought me baby food.. small little jars of mashed-dunno-what.. and to be honest, i think it one of them tasted really bad.. like really really bad.. angelene said no wonder babies don't like eating them hah..

but anyway, now to honour my tag by nikki.. ah, i know.. after such a long while.. at least i'm doin' it =D

7 facts about jonChia:

[7] I shower twice a day, at least.. well, most days.. sometimes even more.. 5 was the max ever.. back in primary school and highschool, my parents and joey always complain about me being smelly.. even till now, joey says i smell sometimes.. but well, not tat i don't shower..

[6] I love to eat.. i mean LOVE to eat.. so that one week of not being able to eat properly was really a suffering for me..

[5] those who know me well will know tat i'm a contradictor haha.. i wanted to be a pilot, but i dislike flying.. i want to own and ride a motorbike of my own, but i dislike bikers etc..

[4] I'm a true blue teo chew.. both my parents are teo chew.. and both their parents are teo chew.. so i'm like the pure breed of teo chew.. but i don't speak the language.. in fact, i'm better in other dialects..

[3] I don't comb or brush my hair.. the last time tat i ever did combed my hair was in primary school i think..

[2] I dislike watever kind of creams, moisturisers, lipbalms, lotions.. plainly because i don't like the feeling of being coated by something.. esp on the face.. ugh..

[1] i have nosebleeds tat can last for half an hour or more.. and the amount of blood tat i lose thru all these bleeding could have easily been benificial if i were to just donate blood.. but in anycase, do pray for me if u're reading this.. would be going for a checkup with the specialists next week just to make sure it's nothing serious..

梦
赐了我们希望
也给了我们个责任

而这个责任
就是，保护。
不让它受伤害
不让她受伤害..

秋雨..

秋过，冬已临..

冷冰冰的空气，湿湿的路.. 看着那些繁忙的脚步，憔悴的脸色..

再望望这乱了的头发，听这清脆的声音..

我，如何能不笑起来..

雨，没带着那冬天的寒冷.. 淋在身上的，依然是那秋天的雨.. 暖暖的..

宇..

13/06 - control engineering
14/06 - embedded system
15/06 - circuit and electronic system

GAH..

ah i get it now.. this is the part of the story where i'm supposed to trust..

profess what you want..

you can do it..

=(

u were given so much attention at the start..

as time passed.. the attention u got seemed to have went from less to minimal..

i feel the sorrow.. and all the 'if-only's..

i have yet fulfill the promise i made..

u'll be missed..

goodbye.. Sam..

the fifth tuesday..

"The fact is, there is no foundation, no secure ground, upon which people may stand today if it isn't the family. It's become quite clear to me as I've been sick. If you don't have the support and love and caring and concern that you get from a family, you don't have much at all. Love is so supremely important..."

....
..

"... Sure, people would come visit, friends, associates, but it's not the same as having someone who will not leave. It's not the same as having someone whom you know has an eye on you, is watching you the whole time."

"This is part of what a family is about, not just love, but letting others know there's someone who is watching out for them... ... nothing else will give you that. Not money. Not fame."

"Not work" He added.

sometimes, things aren't as bad as u think they are..

what's true joy? what's peace?

i think i can answer that..

the fourth tuesday..

"Mitch," he said, laughing along, "even I don't know what 'spiritual development means. But I do know we're deficient in some way. We are too involved in materialistic things, and they don't satisfy us. The loving relationships we have, the universe around us, we take these things for granted."

He nodded toward the window with the sunshine streaming in. "You see that? You can go out there, outside, anytime. You can run up and down the block and go crazy. I can't do that. I can't go out. I can't run. I can't be out there without fear of getting sick. But you know what? I appreciate the window more than you do."

[Tuesdays with Morrie :: Mitch Albom]